… and I am Somebody male. in my thirties. recovering alcoholic. live in minneapolis. work in progress. gay. serenity please.

Unfulfilled

10.25.2004 · Posted in Autobiographical

I know, I know, I haven’t been keeping up on my blogging. I really have no excuse other than I’ve been working a lot lately. We’re finishing up a big project at work this week, so hopefully after that life will return to a somewhat sane pace.

I’ve witnessed more crack deals this week than rainy days. This one lady was all dressed up in mink and fancy shoes with a Louis Vitton handbag asking the local dealers for some smack. Sad as it was, it was still sorta funny.

With very little ‘me’ time lately I’ve felt sort of empty. Unfulfilled. A sort of lack of purpose in life. Perhaps this is exactly what I need right now – regularity. I’ll keep plugging along for now 🙂

A friend celebrated 31 years of sobriety yesterday. Amazing, really. He’s offered me some very good advice – I feel fortunate to have friends like him.

Nothing else really new. I haven’t done laundry in a few weeks so I’ve resorted to buying new clothes. “Mount Sparkles” as I refer to it, has expanded beyond my closet. If anyone has some spare time, I’ve got some service work you could do 🙂

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